hey!! its the next day and today, a LOTTA stuff happened..first, i woke up at 11:43 am (somehwere around that time). my mom had to wake me up coz we'd be going to the zoo at 12:00 (spoiler: no we DID NOT.) . i put on my fuckass invader zim shirt and my mom has to help me find my bra and my sweatpants. i was hyped but also tired +my hair was a mess so my mom helped me wit dat. THEN, her phone needed to charge, so we waited for about 15mins at home. When we went out, the zoo was fucking crowded. what a mood killer. then we decided we'd go tommorow and me and my mom didnt know wut to do, so we stopped at a dollar store to go to a park and feed DUCKS!!! i got a SICKASS RADIOHEAD POSTER for..well.."only" 5 dollars. sadly, no mindless self indulgence, but it'll do. my mom and i started doing research mid-shopping session to see if ducks could eat certain food. we ended up buying small lil oat seeds and small crackers (those crackers were delicious but dont tell my mom i snuck some). i ended up staying with the ducks and i saw a duck without its upper beak :(..ended up giving them more crackers and food than the others, wishing that poor lil baby well!! <3 my mom even got some videos of me feeding it. anyways, i went to the park near the.."park". like the park where its the playground at my grownass age. it was fun..but i was sweating and i was able to climb up the playground while other younger kids were playing tag. i couldnt rlly get down as the slides were boiling hot, so the kids playing tag just watched me awkwardly as i sat in the corner of the set. i watched them back too, awkwardly. when they left i awkwardly slid down the slide. and iuhhhh....YEAH. me and my mom went home coz i told her i was too tired and hot. i did get some snapple cheezits tho! 7.5/10 experience.
- April 9th, 2026, 5:15 PM
okay so, it's currently 10:42 at the time im writing this paragraph. my mom went up to bed after calling my dad and scolding him on the phone for always saying he'd be home soon, but finally pulling up at like..maybe 12AM. anyways, i finally learned a tinsy-tinsy bit of coding so i could do the layout of "my little space" instead of keeping it bland..and boring..BOOOO / j. took me about mayb 3 hours cus I was up here stressing, getting angry over the codes not working, etc. i even accidently put the style codes in the index (luckily it's fixed)!! I'll try to work on the fandoms, music tastes, etc that I like in the other box so I can make a proper intro. soon i'll link my tiktok 😼 (maybe even other social platforms ive got-) Okay BUT REALLY this time..im planning to make this website my own space of where i document and collect my special interests / focuses (yup im neurodivergent for anyone reading this shit. probs explains why everything must be so messy here). idunno WHAT im gonna do or how to set anything else up , but stay tuned i guess (why am i acting like a youtuber im so fucking stupid). buh bye everybudyyy!!!!!.. I FORGOT TO MENTION IM GOING 2 THE ZOO TOMMOROW!!!
- April 8th, 2026, 10:50 PM